happy or apathy I can’t tell the difference

I’d have to look at ends and means to see that image

What option was better

Never said This is great

It’s like lm selling sweaters

When it’s a hundred and thirty eight

just tryna do what I love

Would You still have the dream if You knew what it was

Would you be where I be with no sound of buzz

Probably postin online like man i give up

You do you though

Way Back in 06 I was writin in a notepad

Same one I would go to use for my first raps

And I ain’t even gon lie to you man that shits trash

But it gave me what I ain’t have

EBT fillin my stomach

Back and forth to homes where I never felt wanted

Kept my eyes to the floor and my head near a summit

Told myself break a leg came off stage with some crutches

Hopped on a high horse told that bitch get to runnin

I Had to find a mount when they said I was nothing

Just surviving the drought kept my tear ducts flooded

I put… my life in this pen

And if I lived another life I would do it again

For sleepless nights nightmares that won’t end

You ain’t gotta believe that Imma cop me a Benz

I’m just sewing another sweater

Around those who do the same

And I know it makes me better

Cus I know the ways I’ve changed

Yeah I know it makes me better

Cus I know the ways I’ve changed

Break me down fill me up with empty promises

You scared of failure so you by mine commenting

We teach our kids that happiness comes with profiting

more than half of mine was found while processing

I saw memories in off keys

Scream im on a roll spit a verse that was off beat

Didn’t matter what it did for me

You only askin if it’s gettin cheese

I understand your concerns

But you aren’t here to talk I found a spot for my words

when ashes become ash it don’t matter what I earned

Still sewing another sweater

Around those who do the same

And I know it makes me better

Cus I know the ways I’ve changed

Yeah I know it makes me better

Cus I know the ways I’ve changed